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havent bloggged in forever,

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Hey Ma

I've been thinking about

her lips, her eyes, her skin

but more than that

i'm reminiscing on whats within

that beautiful soul

that kind hearted girl

the rest are rocks in

the water, and i found the pearl

i searched in all the wrong places

to find what was right there

who woulda known

we'd make the perfect pair

I might seem dirt broke

but with her I'm a millionaire

she makes me rich in happiness

i love this girl, i do i swear

when i ended this thing,

i had a hear that no one could repair

she became the mechanic

so i guess its only fair

for me to do the same for her

and try to fix all her despair

even if she's having rough times baby,

i promise you that i'll be there

i'll always have a shoulder to cry on

i love you so fucking much Pierre.

LIKEOMGTOTALLY .

Making a new blog.
About a religion ?
like coool dudes;
Sikhism?
Buddhism,
Jewishism ?
CALICHELBRIANISM ?
CALISM ?.. thats iff i ditch them .
Calichellzeyism ?.. if bri cant join us .. ( N )
Oliveriaism ? YAH ,

i swear,

like the shadow thats by your side

I'll be there.

I swear,

Like the dirt on adams sleeve

i wont leave

I swear,

like ostriches love the zoo

I'll always love you

I swear,

like you're a princess I'm your knight

I'll always treat you right

Missing you

i miss you

i miss alot

i miss everything about you

i miss the way u make me smile

your laugh, your hair, even your long stare

I miss you making me sat for a while

when i say i want to go home

you say 10 minutes

and it turns into an hour

i love it .

It's been a week,

feels like a year

Its been two weeks,

feels like an eternity

baby, i'm missing you .

sprungoff-likedamn

as i drag my feet

from one class to the next

going to my locker,

taking out my projects

not caring about nothing

just getting through the day

tryna keep a smile

when the sky is so grey

than that lightblub lights up

and i start to think clearly

i miss my dear baby girl,

baby girl im missing dearly

my body gets all tingley

i feel a spark go off

cuz now im thinking about her

her lips, her toes, and her sick cough

I tell my friend fuck man, i miss my girl

this mans about to hurl

my fingers start to curl

and im thinking bout the twirls

she makes with her hair damn so cute

looking like a model, fuck this girl got me SHOOT

and when im rich and famous selling out that big arena

imma be like "shout outs to my baby girl christina"

My soul

When i woke up this morning i realized something

what i thought was love, has changed.

I brushed my teeth took a shower

and my soul felt different

I used to think love was two people,

who liked each other a lot

decide they want to be together forever.

but now i see i was thinking wrong, it's what i have.

My soul is not alone, my soul is not just in my body

my soul does not just control me.

my soul is hers now too.

My soul is like a Twizzler, or a tight braid.

its tied together with something else or someone else.

.. her soul, her gentle, thoughtful, loving, forgiving soul.

My soul is not just mine, but both of ours.

The candle that was inside me, i used to light myself,

isn't just mine anymore.

She lights my soul, she gives me purpose

she has the torch that leads me thorough the dark.

As i start to feel depressed, and i feel my light turning off.

i think about my girlfriend.

my soulmate; my lighter.. my only.

I was the class clown. ( 8 )

they say, that everyone has a soulmate
people search forever to find them
to be honest i must have done something right
cuz god led me to her, shes flawless.
who would've thought
that thats nerdy kid would
actually get the popular chick?
like something you see in movies
or a keri hilson video
it was unreal
damn, im lucky
i used to crush on her from afar
till i got the guts to say
"why don't we try it forreals?"
we werent meant to be.. we just happened.

Know that you're that one for me.

There’s always one person

In every person’s life

That changes every aspect of them

Yes, I’m talking ‘bout my wife

She’s like the last chip in the bag

Like her stride, I can’t get enough

She got everything I need

My baby girl got all the right stuff

Every time you smile, I can feel my heart beat faster

Baby when you cry, inside me it’s a disaster

Every time I hold you’re hand my body gets a little warmer

Baby when you look at me I become your own performer

You are my ring master

I am just the clown

My job is to make you happy

When I see you frown

I’ve been thinking lately

About what you mean to me

The only words that come to mind

Are “baby let’s get married?”

Don’t worry I’m not in a rush,

I know that you were sent from heaven

God’s been good to me I was blessed

On twelve twenty eight oh seven

His Mask

The mask fell into his hands
This revealing mask
This handcrafted satisfying wounding mask
The wounds run deep
Passed his veins, Into his soul
Into the one place very few know
His mask looks stylish
His mask feels comfortable
His mask is always on him
He wishes he can look in the mirror and see himself
But he only sees the mask
He even lies to himself

Why doesn’t he just take it off?
Show them, who he truly is
But the mask has a firm grip on this kid
The disguise grasps at every inch it can hold on to
He wants to show the world who he is
Not the one with a disguise
Made of gold chains
Baggy pants a backpack and converse
He slapped some paint on the mask
And scribbled “Cali” on the front
His mask is his best friend
His phony fake friend
His supposed-to-be true friends, fronted
And helped him build his mask, his friends are gone
His friends were phony fake friends,
Feeding from the attention the mask brought
The mask is the attention
The attention is his addiction
The attention and the mask are phony fake friends

Who is he?
Read the mask, that’s who he is
Forget about what he was,
The things he used to be so proud of
Forget it all, he turned his broad shoulders
Away from his past
His words hurt others the way he was hurt
He says everything is fine and lies, and lies.
He can’t take the lies,
He sees through indulged starving eyes
He’s a counterfeit bill
Just like the rest out there
Begging to be exposed
Traded in for something real,
Maybe now, he’ll take off his mask

by: "Cali" lopez

for ENG3D1

Oct. 6. 09