November 10, 2009

sprungoff-likedamn


as i drag my feet
from one class to the next
going to my locker,
taking out my projects
not caring about nothing
just getting through the day
tryna keep a smile
when the sky is so grey
than that lightblub lights up
and i start to think clearly
i miss my dear baby girl,
baby girl im missing dearly
my body gets all tingley
i feel a spark go off
cuz now im thinking about her
her lips, her toes, and her sick cough
I tell my friend fuck man, i miss my girl
this mans about to hurl
my fingers start to curl
and im thinking bout the twirls
she makes with her hair damn so cute
looking like a model, fuck this girl got me SHOOT
and when im rich and famous selling out that big arena
imma be like "shout outs to my baby girl christina"

November 9, 2009

My soul


When i woke up this morning i realized something
what i thought was love, has changed.
I brushed my teeth took a shower
and my soul felt different
I used to think love was two people,
who liked each other a lot
decide they want to be together forever.
but now i see i was thinking wrong, it's what i have.
My soul is not alone, my soul is not just in my body
my soul does not just control me.
my soul is hers now too.
My soul is like a Twizzler, or a tight braid.
its tied together with something else or someone else.
.. her soul, her gentle, thoughtful, loving, forgiving soul.
My soul is not just mine, but both of ours.
The candle that was inside me, i used to light myself,
isn't just mine anymore.
She lights my soul, she gives me purpose
she has the torch that leads me thorough the dark.
As i start to feel depressed, and i feel my light turning off.
i think about my girlfriend.
my soulmate; my lighter.. my only.

November 5, 2009

I was the class clown. ( 8 )

they say, that everyone has a soulmate
people search forever to find them
to be honest i must have done something right
cuz god led me to her, shes flawless.
who would've thought
that thats nerdy kid would
actually get the popular chick?
like something you see in movies
or a keri hilson video
it was unreal
damn, im lucky
i used to crush on her from afar
till i got the guts to say
"why don't we try it forreals?"
we werent meant to be.. we just happened.